For a little bit of time now, I have been asking Goddess to show me my highest path, my highest course of action to take with my Life Work. I have meditated, journaled, gone "within" and even though I felt like I received answers, it wasn't the "Fullness" of what I was seeking. I wanted to be "Told" what it was that I was supposed to do with my life work. I should know by now that Goddess does NOT work that way.
Goddess will leave you clues, inspiration, insights, self discoveries and plenty of a-ha moments, but the real understanding comes when you piece it all together. YOU have to be the one to do the work because it is only then that you really "get-it". And as much as I would love to believe that I was listening, I didn't really get it... until recently.
Have you ever felt called to do something, get a HUGE insight about it, only to skirt around and find something else to do with your time? I call those "delightful distractors". I can come up with so many things to be distracted about... and I was doing just that! I found all sorts of things to keep me busy.
But here's the real truth... I was scared to own all of my power... all of what I know has been calling my soul. It seemed so profoundly HUGE, that I didn't feel up to the task. And truth be told, I was scared. I was triggered. I felt overwhelmed. So, I did what I knew best... I found something else to do... I found another "delightful distractor" to occupy my time. But no matter how hard I tried, the nudging and stirrings of my soul would not leave me alone.
I am so glad that it didn't.
This is my work.
The work is my joy.
My joy is my purpose.
My purpose is the song of my heart.
It is the song of my soul.
I am in deepest appreciation to Goddess for allowing me this time to grow and really see.
What is to come? Only Goddess truly knows the fulness of it.
I believe I am ready.
But only Goddess really knows if I am.
I am Hers in service to the Divine...
And I am splendidly happy.
So much love,